Random Vandervaal thoughts.

Time and mood to write on the blog are a very rare combination. I have a nice, fine blende of both today. (Lucky guy!) :P

Well, anyway, this article is just random, a mix of long-forgotten feelings and a desperate attempt to keep the blog going.

Today started with the horrid realization that there won't be college for 20 more days. I don't know why, I've become so attached to the place that I just can't live without it. I get up, in bed, I'm constantly thinking about school, the sunshine, the windows, the beautiful grounds, the beautiful people, the teachers, the empty parking area...

This world is distant. It brings a kind of hollowness to my heart to only write and think about it. How would life be without college?! WHAT would life be without college, friends, everything! In this world where we are all rats waiting to be lured by a rattrap waiting for us, it's so good to have company where no one actually cares about money, social status, etc.. Thank you friends!

The day ends in a share rickshaw journey. I see this factory worker who is kind of slow in his movements. The rick arrives, we all jump in. The poor man has no space. A man earnestly climbs out to make space for him. My heart sinks. Wasn't I supposed to do that?! Where has "humanity" as you call it, gone in these times?!

A very disturbing thought occurs to me. This world is a web of deceit and falsification. All that we crave for is the moeny.. Paisa Paisa Paisa! "And that was...just a dream... this is what it means.." says Bruce Dickinson. "That" is actually a dream. We're a lost society, a lost race, without a path for the future. The more you ponder, the more you come to the conclusion how irrational the roots of this "rational" society are. If you've been awake till this part of the blog, please leave your comments. I am but a cobbler. These thoughts are disturbing.. Thank you for lasting soo long in this dreadful article..

For you,
Atharva Kelkar.